I’ve made very little progress, which makes me sad. I’m pretty much the same person as I was walking through the gates of highschool on the first day of freshman year. Oh well.
1. I stopped cussing so much over the summer. It was a habit that needed to be kicked.
2. My sense of style has definitely improved. Now if only my parents weren’t so cheap….
3. I started to wear makeup. Don’t know if this is a step backward or forward but I’ll make sure to keep myself in check so that my entire self esteem throughout the day doesn’t lean on whether or not I’ve spent half an hour in the bathroom carefully applying my makeup or not.
4. I’ve gained like 15 pounds. Ugh.
5. Mentally, I’m not so confused as I was before, but I really don’t like posting emo stuff on blogs so moving on…
6. I’ve picked up art again. Woohoo.
7. I’ve stopped caring what people think of me. If I actually did something to someone to piss them off, I’m sorry about that. But if people just don’t like me because of my personality (basically the way that I am) but I’ve never done anything personal to them, well whatever. I can’t please everyone.
8. I’ve become mellower and less crazy and loud. I think. What can I do? I find it hard to express myself properly without raising my voice. Lol.
9. I’ve developed some new philosophies over the year that I now live by. All these are are basically little sayings that I keep in my head that I refer back to whenever I have a crappy day. Always helps me feel better. :)
10. I’ve slowly crawled out of my “fake” shell and am more comfortable with telling people on what’s really on my mind.
Now that I think about it I’ve actually come a long way, both physically and mentally. And the reason why I typed this whole post up was because I was bored.